Sunday, March 30, 2014

Sleepless Night

Last night wasn't a very good night for me. I tossed and turn and making sure that I won't bother Rudy. Lots of thinking, my mind was in the Philippines. Everytime a month was passed, like every end of the month, I am thinking me in the PI together with my son, enjoying every moment, being a mother to him, attending all his needs. There will be tremendous changes in Lance life when I go back home taking care of him like I will give him a little responsibility, I want him to be a better man when he grows up, sense of responsibility that his biological dad don't have, Yes i have to admit it. Being away with my family when I was in high school made me to tough to face challenges, and if I have a bigger problem, i used to think that its just a piece of cake to me and always a challenge to me. I want Lance to be like that, that he can face all the problem that will come to his life. I think, the way i was race was a good example. I did not blamed my parents in anyway. I do understand their shortcomings. I remember when I was in Elementary, i think it was grade 6, Mom wake us up early in the morning, like 3Am with my 2 brothers Unloy and Pogi to prepare her paninda. Mom sells fishball and palamig. She has to arrange it early so she could have good money to pay her debt which everyday the collector goes to the store, usually they are bombay. Mom used to get a lot of things to them aside from money. Kaldero, kumot, malaking kaldero etc. Aside from paying debt, she has to atleast feed us with rice and some viands, most of the time, it just end up with galunggong. But its okay. One of my brother always complaining which pisses me off. Until now, he kept complaining all his life (this will be a different story, about him complaining). So it become our responsibility to wake up in the morning, help mom preparing her fishball and palamig and then we will be back to bed to sleep some more hours. At 10AM here's mom again, waking up us to watch her paninda and she will now prepare our food. Me or Bryan will take charge. After preparing food, she might do our laundry or take a nap. Wow, shes a superwoman. And then Bryan will get pissed coz nobody will replaced to watch our paninda. So mom will asked me to take over. Then at night, Mom will light up the coleman, it a light i dont know we called it coleman. She made good fishball sauce so we have a lot of customer everyday. This become one of our responsibilities at the house when I was just a booger picker lol.
Back to this sleepless nights, I did think of the things I will do when i go back and I am super excited. I will take care of my son again and thats the most important thing. Woke him up for school, bathing him, prepare breakfast for him, put his uniform on, bring him to school and watch him. wow, i am super excited. Bring him to the park during saturdays or sundays...Play with him. Teach him. Everything with him.
i think i was able to sleep at 3AM and woke up at 8:30AM, we had breakfast at the galley, the usual fried rice with steak and my favorite sunny side up egg which was too raw for me so i have  get back and asked for a welldone egg. I am not a fussy eater but i dont like my eggs too raw. And then there was this group of kids on the other end of the table, like they were 2 - 6 years old, all white kids. Lance flashes on my mind again and can't help it, i burst to cry. Rudy noticed it right away and i told him that i  miss Lance so bad, and he told me "very soon" i will have Lance again in my arms. Im too emotional right now. I remember i crying for almost a month when i first got here and now it's very soon of going back home and yet, still crying. I do really miss my son. i feel like I am not complete, something in me was missing. Lance is my life. 

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Binagoongan

I was craving for something cooked in a coconut milk. Then made me run to the NEX right away to get some chill pepper and coconut milk. Here's what I did:



Ingredients. (Tantyahan lang ako magsukat)

Pork
Bagoong Alamang Paste (sauted) - I only have the Barrio Fiesta
Chill Pepper o Siling green na mahaba - cut
Garlic - crushed
Onion - sliced
Coconut Milk (Gata)


Saute Garlic and Onion
Add the POrk, make it boil until no water and pork turns to brown. Put the chill pepper (siling green), sauted for a little bit. Pour the coconut milk. Let it simmer until the coconut milk is cooked. You can tell if its cooked when you notice some oil on it, it takes more than 30 mins i think :)
then serve with hot rice.. sarappp!




Secret to a Long Eye Lashes (Natural Remedy)

This is not proven yet, i mean by myself but it has proven by my niece Cathy. She told me its really works. Apply castor oil to your eye lashes everyday using a cottonbuds. Just like dip it then use it as mascara. Better get before and after picture, which i dont have yet. i think i need that hehe
Will keep you posted.

Best Dandruff Treatment Everrrrrr!!!!

My mind keep pushing my to blog this great great great accomplishment I just had. It's been 2 weeks, i can say I Am a dandruff free. After using this

sobrang stress lang binigay skin netong mga to. I tried everything, almost verything i know like avoid stressing yourself. Stop using conditioner - gets my hair really dried. Apply tea tree oil - magtiis ka sa amoy, pati unan amoy tea tree oil. at marami pang iba halos hindi ko na matandaan... o yeah, I even put listerine on my hair and also applied aspirin na din. Homaygad, none of them works really well like a magic. But, i didnt stop trying until one day.....i start searching on the internet again maybe there's a new post that will help on my problem.. Yessssss I found one...no other thannnnn
The Apple Cider Vinegar - truly my hero and here's the mixture I make, really works like magic

1/4 cup of Apple Cider Vinegar
1/4 cup water

Mix together, apply to your scalp. Leave it for a few minutes. Wash and Rinse.
You will be able to notice the result the next day, although meron pa rin konti..Just continue doing it when you got a chance. What i did and still doing it now, I put it in a spray bottle then before I shower, i sprayed in my hair and then rinse. Then i can now use my favorite shampoo and conditioner.. Panalo!





Thursday, July 11, 2013

My Best kitchen buddy - KitchenAid Stand Mixer


-          Kitchen Aid 5 Quart Stand Mixer

Here’s the story behind this KitchenAid Stand Mixer.  I started making dough out of the bread machine. I used  to make batches, not just 2, most of the time I make 5 batches and I do stayed at the kitchen for almost 4 hours and have to wake-up in the morning to bake it so my customer will have the freshly baked pandisal. Bob always asked me how long I have been making those pandisal and he will just give me a smile and say “ as long as you enjoying it”. Then one time, NEX(Navy Exchange) have this stand mixer on the shelves and I was like making drama that I will pass-out besides this kitchenAid then he laugh at me. Then I told him I can make pandisal using the stand mixer and I don’t need to stay more hours at the kitchen. (I think I give him a hint). I know I can afford to buy one but it’s not my priority. I still have my bread machine. 

A week after, I asked help from Bob on the Mac Computer and he told me to move his things out of the way so we could work on the computer then I pulled one of the carpet on the floor and  voilaaaa  I found the Red KitchenAid, I run onto him and told him why he didn’t tell me that he bought that and I was about to layaway it. We hugged,  It feels like Christmas..I cried.. yeah..he got me.. I really like my stand mixer haha.

That’s the best mother’s gift ever.

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

I'm back to start blogging..

Well, I've been thinking lately to have a blog so I could archive my recipe and easily get back wherever I need. I've read a lot of blog that obviously I forgot most of the time. Surprise...surprise...I already have a blog which was forgotten. I will be posting more now. I started this blog last 2009. A lot of changes in me. A boy came in to my life and really changed me. I'm blessed. I was blessed with a cute boy. He will be 3 years old this November.... 

Lance@2yrs old


Yes...I don't regret anything. I'm so lucky to have Lance in my Life. Like every mother, I love him more than my life, I could give my last breath to him. I'm a proud mom. He inspires me in many ways.

He is not schooling yet, he just want his kuya Jj uniform. He keeps asking me to buy him colors every time we Skype. Oh boy! I love you so much...

Time for bed...will post more...





Friday, March 20, 2009

THE COMPASSIONATE TEACHER

This is a short story I got from somewhere...

As she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children an untruth. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. However, that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he did not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise. Teddy's first grade teacher
wrote, "Teddy is a bright child with a ready laugh. He does his work neatly and has good manners... he is a joy to be around." His second grade teacher wrote, "Teddy
is an excellent student, well-liked by his classmates, but he is troubled because his mother has a terminal illness and life at home must be a struggle." His third grade teacher wrote, "His mother's death has been hard on him. He tries to do his best, but his father doesn't show much interest and his home life will soon affect him if some steps aren't taken." Teddy's fourth grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is withdrawn and doesn't show much interest in school. He doesn't have many friends and he sometimes sleeps in class." By now, Mrs. Thompson realized the problem and she was ashamed of herself. She felt even worse when her students brought her Christmas presents, wrapped in beautiful ribbons and bright paper, except for Teddy's. His present was clumsily wrapped in the heavy, brown paper that he got from a grocery bag. Mrs. Thompson took pains to open it in the middle of the other presents. Some of the children started to laugh when she found a rhinestone bracelet with some of the stones missing, and a bottle that was one-quarter full of perfume. But she stifled the children's laughter when she exclaimed how pretty the bracelet was, putting it on, and dabbing some of the perfume on her wrist. Teddy Stoddard stayed after school that day just long to say, "Mrs. Thompson, today you smelled just like my Mom used to." After the children left, she cried for at least an hour. On that very day, she quit teaching reading, writing and arith-metic. Instead, she began to teach children. Mrs. Thompson paid particular attention to Teddy. As she worked with him, his mind seemed to come alive. The more she encouraged him, the faster
he responded. By the end of the year, Teddy had become one of the smartest children in the class and, despite her lie that she would love all the children the same, Teddy became one of her "teacher's pets." A year later, she found a note under her door, from Teddy, telling her that she was still the best teacher he ever had in his whole life. Six years went by before she got another note from Teddy. He then wrote that he had finished high school, third in his class, and she was still the best teacher he ever had in his whole life. Four years after that, she got another letter, saying that while things had been tough at times, he'd stayed in school, had stuck with it, and would soon graduate from college with the highest of honors. He assured Mrs. Thompson that she was still the best and favorite teacher he had ever had in his whole life. Then four more years passed and yet another letter came. This time he explained that after he got his
bachelor's degree, he decided to go a little further. The letter explained that she was still the best and favorite teacher he ever had. But now his name was a little longer.... the letter was signed, Theodore F. Stoddard, MD.
The story does not end there.. You see, there was yet another letter that spring. Teddy said he had met this girl and was going to be married. He explained that his father had died a couple of years ago and he was wondering if Mrs. Thompson might agree to sit at the wedding in the place that was usually reserved for the mother of the groom. Of course, Mrs. Thompson did. And guess what? She wore that bracelet, the one with several rhinestones missing. Moreover, she made sure she was wearing the perfume that Teddy remembered his mother wearing on their last Christmas together. They hugged each other, and Dr. Stoddard whispered in Mrs. Thompson's ear, "Thank you Mrs.. Thompson for believing in me. Thank you so much for making me feel important and showing me that I could make a difference." Mrs. Thompson, with tears in her eyes, whispered back. She said, "Teddy, you have it all wrong.
You were the one who taught me that I could make a difference. I didn't
know how to teach until I met you."